This may be the last time I write for a good while. Everything in my life is spiraling out of control and I am losing my sanity with each passing day. I don't know who I am or even what I am doing. I'm a stranger to who I was and I am scared of what I will become. Until I figure myself out,I think it is best that I keep to myself. I'm sorry. Really there is only one person who reads this and I want him to know that I honestly respect you. I learn by reading about you. Please don't think that you haven't helped change me because you have.
I just need some time. I need space to breathe and settle into my skin. I need to find out who I am. Where I am. What I'm doing here. Who I need. What I need. I just need time.
I'll be back soon. May the fates be in your favor Zombie.
Thank you. Just an observation...writing can be very helpful in figuring out who we are. When we write down things that are floating in our heads, we examine them over an over again and after a while these little pieces start to fit together sporadically until you have a clearer picture of who you are.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry things are out of control for you. You really seem like a great person with a huge heart. Don't let the things and people in this world keep you from being you.