Death of a Salesman.

Hello once again. Thought I would drop in for a monthly update. It's been an okay month. Momma has been letting me get out and explore Auburn a lot more. I've actually made a total of 4 friends up there. Haha. I don't plan on moving alone. I have 4 people from my High School that are considering taking the leap with me. I really have to find a new job to save up for my house. I get it in May. May 3rd to be exact. I made a new close friend. Don't want to jinx anything but I will say that he is a very amazing human being and I really like him. I'm going to see him in Auburn next Friday hopefully.

I'm not one to really get overexcited but, I can hardly wait for college. I'm scared shitless don't get me wrong. I just can't wait to get out and experience the freedom I have been kept from the past 18 years of my life. Speaking of which I did turn 18 on January 8th. Got a tattoo. It means "Life goes on" in Finnish. Its across my heart and everytime something bad happens I look at it and remind myself that no matter what, I can still make it through.

Leighn and I are still not really talking. We have seen each other twice in the past month. We're doing fine. We both just know that after everything that happened between us, things can never be the same. We are both very smart and I believe in both of us.

Finally, the star of it all Sir Francis Alexander Augustan III. He is staring at my can of Peace Tea right now. He is not enjoying his new fish friend Bib. Bib is a black moor and he is the cutest lil fishy I ever did see. Alex is however, enjoying the shit out of his new heat lamp. He stays by it all the time :)

All in all, Alex and I are doing just fine. We're still a little mixed up. We've slipped a little into the world we like to call "Messed Up" but were making it. I got the lead role in the school play. I have a 3.9 GPA as we speak and only 3 months and 23 days until Graduation :))))))

Peace be with you!!
-Ashleigh

Blub Blub!!
-Alex and Bib