Hello again. I have been gone for a matter of months now and I feel like it would be rude to leave without a proper goodbye. I should start by telling you a few things. Leighn and I have mutually decided to go our seperate ways. I want you to know that I love her and she loves me. We will never lose the bond of friendship we have. Sometimes life hands you things that are completely and utterly spontaneous. I have learned in the course of these past months that as humans, trying to plan our lives breath by breath, is just as horrid as trying to escape the inevitable. Whoever pulls the strings in this grand operation has every intention of forcing you to see just what you are truly made up of. The two of us are adjusting to "rolling with the punches" on our own.
I am moving to Auburn in July of 2011. I got accepted into college and I plan on getting the best education possible. I don't want to post a bunch of bullshit. If you have read any of this..you know me better. I am not okay. I am scared to death. Every single trip to Auburn my heart stays lodged inside my throat. I am going to live alone. I know exactly one person in the entire city and to top it off..I won't have Leighn. I do however know, that I will make it. All the decisions I have made in the past have made this opportunity rise afront me. I am ready.
Sir Francis Alexander Augustan is doing quite dandy. He has a 300 dollar Christmas present waiting for him as we speak. I have decided to buy a whole mess of fishy friends for him. He will be happy. I feel it in my bones. I still love Alex the same. I always will. I turn eighteen in 13 days!!! Mom is paying for my tattoo. I am getting a quote that is very significant to my mind. I will leave you with it. I hope you take these words and live by them. They are the answer to all mortal life and blah blah blah..
"Things change. And Life, goes on."
"Asiat muutuvatt ,ja elama jatkut."
Love the life you've been given guys.
Keep peaceful and let your soul shine..
Yours Truly,
Ashleigh Desiree'
